Fiona

..... haix..
i really dont like you..
i HATE you so much..
how i wish i can FORGET all about you..
like MINGEN told me..
should i or should i not TYPE down your name here??
like MINGEN said.. 'it depends'
i cant tolerate you anymore..
why must you need to ruin my life?
what did i did to you??
did i kill one of your family members??
everywhere i go.. why did you have to say something bad??
...... did i owe you anything??
if i did.. say it right now..
... every morning when i woke up..
i feel like every thing seems to be in order..
until when you call me or i SEE your name..
i will change my mood..
its because of you.. i cant comunicate well with other people..
its because of you.. i feel lonely..
its because of you.. i always get angry easily..
yesterday i ask SIYE this Q
'did you notice?? i got change anot?? or a lil bit??'
she said' yupp.. you change alot.. why you this few days get so angry and frustrated easily?? izzit because of HER ?? or izzit your BLOG??'
haix.. i got nothing to say.. so i just told her everything..
at least she understands. and gave me some opinion..
and MINGEN too. she also give me WEIRD ideas XD. hahas
THANKS.
haix..
i thought of asking HER this Q..
' why are you always saying me??'
haix.. i just cant man.. i scared...
zzz....
i want to let it OUT. i dont want to be a coward..
i dont want to hide this secret anymore..
even i OPEN IT .. i will at least feel much more better...
haix.. VANESSA ask me this.
' do you want to FORGIVE and FORGET??'
haix.. i just cant FORGIVE her.. i only can FORGET ..
btw.. VANESSA..thx for your opinion too =]
ALL ALONG.. i found out that SHE was the mastermind behind all this..
SHE was the one who plan all this.. i really cannot believe its her..
whenever i look at you.. i feel so tired.. and SICK..
haix.. why dont you just admit that it was you?? at least you admit i dont have to feel the pain right??
if you admit.. i can at least forgive you..
and you are still over there.. gossiping about me..
i say you then you not happy..you say me then can lor..
wth.. ______... thats you.. i cannot believe its you..
even MINGEN also cannot believe.. haix..
nvm.. i will stop here...