Sunday, January 03, 2010

OMGOSHHHHHHHHHH................

Feeling super lost now!!!!!
I just deleted 2 whole albums of photos from my phone..
Wtheck!
MT'09 photos gone too. ARGH..

Piang eh...
Even bobby photos too!!
(Slaps myself)
Basically. All the photos are gone. (Slaps myself again).
Now the only photos I have in my phone is the Strawberries and 2 of bobby's emo pics.
(Slap myself twice as hard).

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Okay, actually I wanted to blog for a reason.

Yup..
Hm.. Its gonna be a personal post to me. Maybe few people who read this may know who they are etc.

Since Nov 2009 - Jan2010, few people told me that ive changed here and there.
I only realise it yesterday till one of my sister I.C told me the same thing too.
Went home and reflect on the things that changed me.
& I realised it was this particular incident that woke me up.
That incident was in Cambodia.

Not going to type it out as its quite personal to me.
Yeap.

We merely take things for granted.
Things that appear in front of us we just complain and ditched it aside.
I dont want to be that kind of spoilt, irritating & annoying person, who only knows how to whine all day long.
(Not referring to anyone)

So yea..
Had a good talk with my e.brother. Talked for quite some time.
Revealed our past secrets and current things that are bothering us.
& he too said that I've changed.

Oh.. My bro's going for NS already!
This coming Monday, the day school starts too. This means that I cant take the ferry and bid farewell..
All because of SCHOOL.
Few people kept asking me whether I'll miss him anot.
Hm, we shall see. Ha.

Back to the topic.
Felt touched when these people told me that I've changed after MT'09.
I literally almost teared when I think about it again.

Seriously, really appreciate Acts5 alot. Though theres times where I suddenly thought too much. Ha.
Without them, I really have no idea what state I will be in now.
I probably wont even make it to Sec 5 at all.
Though we're gonna split into 2 soon, Im still gonna cherish every single one of them.
Really find my c.g unique.
Too unique that its impossible for me to type it out. If not it's gonna be an essay.

Never regret making a decision coming to know Acts5 from the start. (:
& of course, coming to know who J.C is (:

God is really good.



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