Hi anyone who bothers to read!

Apparently this is a really dusty blog. Been pretty busy so far; Work, work, work, church, work.
Good news to myself is that I only left 1 more month in my job, cant wait to get out and get back to my life!
Bad news to myself is that I only bought one dress for Cny -_-. Yes, oh no. The deadline is next week!!!
Another good news to myself..... NEW FURNITURES ON THE 27! Yes, I'm really excited for new changes that is going to be made in my room. Whew, good bye 10 years ago furnitures.

Apparently there are stuffs that were lined up for me; new school(results on posting out tomorrow), birthdays etc.

Gotta go now, I'm being defiant by posting this while I'm suppose to be working!

Loved every moment during the end of 2010.

Camp, Christmas Bash, Chalet & Fishing was hell-lot-of-fun! Spent my 31/12/10 with Acts5 and my ladies!

Since I'm loving 2010, lets wait and see for 2011!

Anyway, happy new year (:

THIS IS IT YouthImpact Camp'10 & Christmas Bash'10 has been totally awesome.
God's really good and I cant wait for more of His goodness!
Next in the list : ACTS 5 Chalet!
: Family Fishing at Tuas
: pending; Genting Trip!

I would like to swallow back my words.

As each day goes on, I find myself sinking deeply into the sand; it's really difficult for me to get out of my troubles, worries and burdens.
Work for me has been real tough; the people, the workload, the stress.. And i'm dragging my feet to work everyday, soon enough you'll see a sunken trail.
Quite a number of things are happening and i'm pretty much lost. Just learnt a new word yesterday : Soliloquy. Yes, i'm in a state of soliloquy.
But fret not, i'm not becoming insane, it's just that I could not find someone to shout, scream or rant to.
It's just so sad that only at the end of the week (Sat), then only I could share my problems to that someone. Other than that, trapped in my own world.

Thought through about the rough things that i'm going through. Without a doubt, the only one there and always there for me no matter what is still my God.
I haven't been fair to Him.

Got so upset while working and I quickly look for a source of comfort;

Be strong and courageous. Do not be
afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; He
will never leave you nor forsake you.

- Deuteronomy 31:6

How much more can I say when this was the first thing that popped out while searching?
I thanked God and now i'm ready to move forward, stilll, in baby steps.

How I love my work.
Currently at 111 somerset in aunt's office blogging! Yea. Well, it's part of my job to travel around asking for signatures and cheques, but it's so much better that you know someone in the same workforce too!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Typing, sitting, relaxing; earning cash.

Awesome.
Gotta run now, before anything else happens.

-Sometimes I'm really lost for words at whatever you're doing, anyway, I've tried and have done my best.
-It's not easy not to be judgemental, I'm sorry but I really do think you've split personalities.
-Started work and I can say that I'm liking my job! I really think it's worth having a job that you like and working for it willingly, this way my life won't suck.
-So many things awaiting :D
-Just gotta clamp my hands tight and look to the horizon.

So I guess it's finally over?

YAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAY!

I'm so pumped and excited for things that are coming in my way and days!

And I've gotten a job and am working really soon....................... Still, $$$ to shop, s-h-o-p!

2 more papers and I've pretty move on to the next phrase in life?

Lots of things coming up after my O's. Getting a job, going out, having fun, etc.

Cant wait though!

Sometimes it just troubles me when I know that I should be doing but I cant seem to do it, ending up feeling all upset and guilty inside.

It's not easy to express my thoughts and worries as it's also not easy to have people listening to your words.

So, how?

Get me out of here, please.

Little pleasures

Once again, I'm proud of myself!

Reason is because I managed to settle myself down and studied diligently for 2 weeks straight! Yay!

Rewarded myself by going out with Aly and bought myself a pair of shoes and a shirt!

Yay!

Okay bye.

Less than a month to O's. Pretty scary how time can just pass so fast while having fun.

Of course I'm studying already, studied till I don't even want to attend school and continued studying at home instead. I'm serious.

Few updates:

Bobby learnt how to fetch the newspapers!

Every morning when the newspaper appears at the door, my dad will order Bobby to bring the newspaper to him. Yea, he did it for the sake of food.

Other than that, when we ask him to pick up the papers just for the sake of entertainment, this will be the end result:

Was really adorable when Bobby trotted towards me with the papers in his mouth and just before I could reach out my hand, he turned 90 degrees and started ripping the papers apart.

The root of all evil. The devil's definitely in this beast.

No editing was made to these photos.

As I mentioned I did not attend school today, really did studied from 11am-7pm, with breaks inbetween.

See, who needs school? ;)

During one of my breaks, I got really bored and drew this!:

MICHAEL.J!

I'm not going to throw away my master piece and I love it! :D

If you can't beat them, join them!

Everyday's the same. Anything new?

I'm proud of myself! Spent my whole Sep holiday at home studying, watching tv etc.

Yesterday caught this movie on Star Movies; Ninja. Name's kinda cheesy.

At first I was not interested in the show, but after awhile my eyes were completely glued to the tv screen.

The movie was really awesome, serious! Love how the way it's being plotted out and yes, bad guys normally dies at the end of the show.

I never like watching those kind of shows whereby people are able to fly in the air and start fighting with the swords while still hanging in mid-air. I really think these kind of shows are simply retarded. Well, thats my p.o.v.

I'm also kinda turned off whereby girls acting in the show keeps on whining and crying in every single episode, example: they will start running behind the boyfriend's car screaming out his name asking him to stop, but the guy just continue to drive off and the girl will stop chasing after the car and start kneeling in the middle of the road wailing and out of nowhere there will be rain.

-.-

What I dislike is how the girl and the guy in the beginning are sworn enemies, then at the later part of the show they become lovers and decides to get married. What???

It's just too predictable which makes the show even more.....

Alright, shall end here, if not people will start bombing me with eggs.

17th!

Thanks all who wished me, be it texting, cards, facebook, calling! Really appreciate it! ♥

Also, thanks for those prezzies! :D

Thanks Acts5 for the cake, rose and card!

Family dinner at Sakura on 30/08. No pictures though but had good food ;)

On 29/08-

Enjoyed my day with these peeps! Lots of drama-mama around me that made me LOL.

The little joy

Everyday's a tiring day. School, homeworks... It does not seem fun and sometimes our face can just go > :(

So each day I come home with my feet dragging across the floor, lifting my keys as if they are weighing a ton, taking off my shoes slowly..

But the moment I lift up my head and look across the living room, there's always one precious thing that makes me go > :D

Yea, that's right, Bobby! :D

Thats what I first saw when I found him, wearing my bro's pants. How much cuter can he get?

Blurred picture cause he was jumping and moving too much.

Yeap, so what's the thing that makes you brighten up when you get home?

Well, I know mine!

Got back MT O's results and I passed! But am still going to do a re-take. Yeap, no harm yea? ;)

This week was rather rough for me, but I managed to get it through though.

Well, life goes on.

Yup, it's really time for me to buck up in my studies big time..

But first..

YOG Performance TOMORROW!